The top 3…

In the previous times, I had overlooked the joy of fun in my life. My study always listed the top toward success …which I believed it will be the thing I can really rely on. It’s the best way to protect and to proof myself.

One day, I released it might not be the most important in my life anymore. Everything which comes with a reason was not enjoyable. Besides, it had become a big pressure for me. Therefore I swear to myself, passion in design and enjoying whatever I’m doing is the most important! It really brings lots of fun and happiness to mi!

Friends, do u ever faced the same problem? Desperate to have something u might think it’s so important. However, after a while started to release that it doesn’t mean the world for u?

I believe love, friendship and success might not give to everyone equally. Hence, it is the time for us to “adjust it” and enjoying the meaning of life.

Things do not always come to u easily~

A story from mi to u. I walked into my school lab and saw an innocent girl tried to mix oil and water together. She kept stirring it in a cup, hope miracle will happen. However…facts kept impact her and she started to realize- it’s IMPOSIBLE! “Water comes from sky n oil which comes from earth…how to mix them?” she asked. No way….they have a big gape in between; different characteristic, different molecule, different weight, different color…its jus too many too many differentiations. So after she tried again n again, finally she gave up with this stupid experiment!

After all, she hoped to separate those water and oil she had stirred. Once again…it hard to get them out! She shouted “I’m so useless…!” She crouched down by holding it tightly~ ~ felt so disappointed, so upset and started to cry. Nobody knows how to comfort her…..no one can help. In the end, she put back the cup and leaved……let sunshine change them into stems and fly in the air.

Only times able to make it disappear~

1st day to school~

"Oh…mama! Pls don’t leave me" I cried. However, her foodsteps get further and further away…I sit down at a corner of the white square room, eyes slightly look at the teacher beside me, pretended to act like a goody girl. I wish i’m 5 years old now~ a flash back to my kindergarten times…

Oh okie, tat enough! After all, I’m back to my Black Uni. My rusted brain now start to rotate again~ non stop for this year I guess…after read my module brief. Times r so pack, yet tons of works to finish.."Wo mei si jian, wo mei si jian..from karen Mok" Ok, it’s some crap. Then…., i met my new lecturers…once again I pretended to bodek… But sayang~ one had married, 1 is gay Useless la…Cheh~ haha Friends? Non of my classmate had change cause only 3 month mah, but not really used to it..started missing my diploma friends…they r working presently, leave me who is jobless~ ‘boh liu leh".

My class started…lec.."blar blar blar"..n i don’t think u guys will interested to read it. Then…my vision blur…mr.sleepy came n looked for me..of course, I wanted to follow him. It’s kind of tiring after long holidays and…i  know it’s not a good excuse. Should blame him lo..who? Definately tat mr.sleepy! Oh yah~ i wan to emphasize here…sem7 students don’t have our VIP classroom! sit at the hall for the 1st class! Open space somemore~  my friends, luckily u not with us…. but no regret to receive this special treatment from sch. Then..intresting class came, had learn some basic flash programe…. kind of happy to see our 1st "masterpieces" start moving as in animation. Our mouths form  a "U" shape and emerged our sparking teeth. "We had made it!" ~~

Back to the spot, it’s a BIG decision for me to choose where; when; and why to continue my degree rather to work. Anyway, upgrade myself is always my responsibility no mather where i had step into. Future is always in my hand! Thanks for my parents willingness n I will not let u down~~

All the best to my friends who r working n studying. remember!…success always come from ur dream..so make a sweet dream tonight. Sleep tight

sam qing

Blue

What color r u today? mine is blue….i wonder y God give us so many moods? happy, sad, jeolous, angry…is it to create more vocabulary in dictionary to discribe human expression on face?

my blood pumbing up to the brain, bloodshoot eyes with moody face. Y human can’t control own feeling easily; y can’t I create a huge thick wall to block this strong emotion falling thru? This mood make me feel terrible, like with air but i can’t breath, heart preesing by ton of vexation. I need to call 991~~ r u my Dr.X?

upset is oppoisite with happiness… but they always come after each another. Over and over again! maybe without sadness, i’ll not know the value of HaPpy?   Happy yellow, i looking for u. When rainbow appear…

cookies, keropok, bak kuah?

Which one is ur favorite? miss any of them…yeah~~ my mouth start "itchy" to chew all this food. All this food look so nice n colourful. Cookies in different shape and all those junk food..crunchy..crunchy! YAm yam… but I dunno y no appetite to eat during cny. Sayang.. maybe I’m too tired…One thing I don’t understand y plp so busy for a month to clear up house, make cookies, buy clothes, shoes..whatever..keep waiting this big festival to come. However, after few days then it’s over liaw…wah~~ housewife the most "koh lian" lo…thanks mama! And of course papa for ur $$$ …muaks :<>

New year is a meaningful festival to celebrate with friends and relatives. I’m remember i said "i hate cny" b4, haha…But if it not passing by generation to generation, where our Chinese custom will be in the end? If no cny, when u got time to sit down n chat with friends for a night? When u going to tidy up ur room ah>?? haha

For korean, they must kneel down and greet their parents to get "ang pou". It a custom which had lost for so long as Malaysian. Some kids nowadays don’t even appreciate and get the whole meaning of "ang pou." It’s a blessing from them for happiness in life. So next time, when u count the amount of it, u may think bout what blessing do they gave to u. Gong xi fa chai!

Fans of Totoro

Are u one of the fans of totoro? It’s so cute. If u dislike then go "long piak" k. hihi These are my collection in my room, but now back to k.l, only got this photo accompany me..sigh~ miss them so much! Reason y love it so much because…I dunno..maybe it sound "poom poom pah..cih cih chah" when it walk around! haha Only japanese dialoge had it…mandrine one might not get the sound effect lo. That y Dylan blur when i 1st told him. haha…he though i must be crazy kuah~

Story told tat only innocent children can see it appear in jungle…a helpful character. A movie that i suggest friends to watch..enjoy it" my neighbour totoro".

A new experince~

fRIENDS..I wonder HOW U GUYs had celebrate ur st.valentine day? For me, i had try something new~~ guess what? I sold Handmade flowers made by my lovely grandma n me! oh YAh! I Wish all those couple who had bought my flowers always stay romance and happy. For those who didn’t buy …hmm… %$&*@ wahaha… Those friends in kch, if u see someone familiar on street near Packson no need to doubt who she is…is Mi lo..

It’s a good experience for market survey, u know what I get as the conclusion? Guys now a day very kedekut…seldom buy flowers for girl friends! why? cause "ang pou" spend to buy new mobile phone already. Pity ladies out there…For husband even worst, they told me wife no need flowers liaw~~~ what romance also useless~~ Oh my gosh! I killed myself if my future husband said so!

Anyways, if u love him/her very much, everyday also celebrating valentine day….May love fly toward u~~