Journey with the Lord

在这一路走来，我看到了天父一路上的带领，从一个不信主的孩子至到全心的归依天主，可说是我人生中一段美丽的经历。

从前我对信仰的认识只是“拜个平安“的心态。所以对之前的信仰都只是很表面的认识。在两年前，我很常问自己“人生这道路该如何去走？”我不想迷迷湖湖的生活。在内心常感到心灵的空虚，然而我晓得我自己什么都不缺，我有爱我的家人，朋友和理想的生活。所以这肯定了我内心深处在寻找的那份喜悦与平安是世俗给不到的。有一天，我看了一本书，里头有一句话“当你内心空虚时，是因你远离了神。

” 深深的触动了我。 

因此，我开始去寻找一个信仰。其实一直以来我对基督信仰都存有好感，但我却没有勇气踏出那一步。最大的原因是因我担心得不到家人的支持。内心感到茫然，所以就籍着祈祷希望神能引领我。在每晚都和耶稣说“如果我是属于你的，请回应我好吗？”过了一段时间，却一直没有得到耶稣的回应。我也开始心灰了，心想耶稣这么遥远，他因该没有听到我的祈祷吧！结果有一天晚上，耶稣在我梦中，救了一个在车祸意外中无助的我。醒来时，我记得那梦景很清晰，我感到非常高兴，因为耶稣他是如此的真实，回应了我的请求，即使我不是一位教友。那让我感受到耶稣真的很爱我，也了解到我们人是非常脆弱的。因此，必须依靠天主的力量度过无数的难题。

就这样我开始寻找更能了解耶稣的管道。在寻问之下，得知天主教有慕班。在这里我更了解对信仰因抱着什么样的太度，学习更认识天主。几个月后，我看到自己在处理一些事情上改变了旧观念。他对我来说，已不是一位高高在上，无法靠近的神了。我珍惜那份关系，他是一个很愿意听我哭诉，了解我与爱护这我的天父。无论在什么地方，任何时候我都可和他靠近。这份关系和爱是在以往无法找到的。对于我过去对人生的疑问，原来答案就在圣经里，并且籍着他引导我每天的生活。

领洗是我一生中很重要的决定。我想了很久，心中真的很但心要负起很大的责任。我知道我怕，所以我不断祈祷，在默想时一句内心的声音提醒了我“在你深信耶稣时，你的心早就被领洗了。为什么没有勇气在众人面前承认自己是天主的爱女来进行这仪式呢？”我常误以为天主的戒命是要束搏我，原来是我错怪了天主。

这一切都是爱的表视，并为我都是好的。“天父，我感谢你。在主内我知道无论什么时候，你都会紧握着我的手，陪伴我一起成长。”这是我在天主信仰里找到最大的安慰。

C_A_R_E_E_R

Seeking for job, interview, interview, interview… (Taking a notice..shouting like in pasar malam…"I’m available".&." I need a job" !!)

After went for interview in few companies.. the salary that they offer still underpay for my level. Fresh graduated student doesn;t meant that can be bully and been use like a labour.

Wondering….what I did previously are not worth to get a better pay..? Talent and effort can’t even appreciate by them? I do understand that Malaysia design market is not so good at d moment.. but even as a sale girl ables to get that amount.. what make the different with a cert that we put in so much efforts and money to obtain it?

Then…. I start to comfort myself. Once I get a job, it’s an opportunity to gain more then what I expected; as long as my talent and ability is there….. HOWEVER, what concern is.. are they able to appreciate and award u anyway? what realistic is….no matter which career we r in.. there will be difficulties.

Grape a wish..praying giving an opportunity for me to grow..aim toward the goal… may success will not too far away. Good luck to all my friends who are just graduated? Could u share with me what u had experienced?

Ending the student life

Hmm.. 2 more days to go…then is our PD student’s big day- [final presentation] then graduate~~ Yu HOo..

Feeling strange..happy yet sad to leave. I don;t want to finish my study life so soon….  no more Pocket money no more student price and right …no more burning midnight oil and supper with friends..

Is every stage of our life will be the same…study, graduate, working, marry, be parent..old.. then go heaven~ Wuwu… life is so short.. that y we appreciate it so much.

Friends.. good bye will not be forever! Keep contact~ Miss u

Gossip?

Is image so important? Well, is that true that human always been judge by their look before knowing them. Y? Maybe that can somehow explain a bit y packaging design blooming nows a day. See, even product need "dressing" to be appealing.

Human brain had been poison and set with unexplainable truth. Example?…plp with tattoo always been called as Gangster..rather relate them as a person who appreciate art? Saw someone who is better than them, then start to be jealous and spoil their name. Wuuu~~.. what world is this? "Behave ur mouth" i should say! DOn’t deny, we jus like to gossip. Even with those plp who we do not know. Nothing to do better than tat? STOP it… out of my way! Go gossip those people u know and proof it by evidence! don;t jus merepek…

Garfield 3 coming soOn ~

<<<<Garfield in real life>>>>

Introducing the actor " Garfield hua" to all of u . Look alike? Pixel studio is going to higher him for Garfield 3 that coming soon in next summer. Be patient!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rubbish? Not ME

An interesting image, don’t u think so? Hmm.. who said that rubbish is useless~~~ Sure it have it own value. Yet, it has a moral value behind! Don’t judge a person by it "LOOK" haha~~ Nobody can be judge by others or even themselves as RUBBISH! we have our own value…the question is when u able to notice it? I’m still looking for mine..hehe.." I wan a whole package ~~ "

"Teacher Leong" said —– a  successful person is not judge by how much he/she earns, power or status. However, it’s about CONTENTED, good personality…happiness and of course good relationship with family and friends. That is the best achievement in life.

  <<  "I’m rubbish friend"

my Alister fly papa (left) n little mi (right).. hehe

Introduce to u guys >> Alister fly papa. His favorite dish is shit ~ cause he said it taste like chocolate..pure Swiss choc. haha

Reflection of u - nickname!

<<<< "KONG BAK" hairstyle. Highians, do u guys still remember HIM? Wahaha~~ Wonder y he been called as Kong bak? Anyone knows an answer for it?

A nickname been created might because of d person appearance, characteristic, pronunciation of the name or jus non sense. Hmm.. i"m been so "lucky" tat my friends always link me with delicious food !!

For example: siau mi = Mandarin version - small rice (from wen wee)

                               =Hokkien version- sio bi (from roasted duck,chun liang) , and latest one crazy mee (from belinda)!! haha

I should create a brandname for myself to produce tis food. Anyway, "I just don’t taste like food". In fact, "i"ll bite u!" hah ~ Such a momorable time to be with u, my friends. Thanks you by making our friendship unforgettable for a lifetime~

So, share with me~~ wat’s urs ?

Happiness in life ~

My dearest one,

Thanks for walking into my life. Previous times, I didn’t know how lucky I’m to meet u. Now, I want u to know that " U the only one for me!"

Seeing friends who breaking up, betray with each other and suffer from their relationship. I’m feel happy that u treat our relationship seriously, appreciate me and no one love me better beside u.

I know nobody can actually promise what will happen in the future, but I’ll always make times the happiest & memorable moments to be with u. My eternal love*** Happy to our 4th anniversary!

Silly post

I jus can’t stop laughing at it…

It tooks 3 sec to capture this, therefore, non stop I posing in different silly actions…..can u imagine it? Haha! It was so fun. An interesting photo to look back on in the future to shine up my days ~

忙 = 盲

已对忙碌开始起了厌卷

忙已成了现今生活无法却少的字眼

也已是实用与宽恕的借口

忙碌淡忘了亲情，忘了友谊，忘了健康，也忘了快乐

往往为了学业，金钱与名气，让人奋不顾身，一个一个掉进了这旋涡里，心也开始盲了

人常忙碌达到目地，而忘了人生的定义

心灵不是物质的滋润就能满足的

也不要成了忙碌中的奴隶

这时刻的我深深体会“花无百日红” 的意义

因现在拥有的一切，并不是永久的

它常常会在你忙碌中溜走了

不要因忙碌铺好前程

而忘了必须关怀与爱的人